I have not done today's stand yet. I have noticed how much harder it has become to do them each day though. Even after the intention I set for myself at the beginning of the week, it seems that - even more so than before - I find myself scrambling at 11:30 at night to quickly flip-up. I then resolve to do it first thing the next morning. Of course, when morning comes around, I first want coffee, breakfast, and soon I forget all over again.
What does this say about me I wonder, that I allow a lot of insignificant things to get in the way of this single act. They are excuses really, but yet I don't use excuses for much more time consuming and physically daunting activities. Is it simply that I have not made it routine? Or is it that I haven't 'used' it as it was originally intended, and therefore I am not seeing any benefit? Or maybe I am expecting too much product and am not finding joy in the process. I think that may be it.
So for today, I will focus on the journey not the destination.
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