Day Sixteen

I have a problem. I graze/snack/pick too much. 

I was hungover this morning, so my documenting was ridiculous. 

I didn't eat breakfast (due to the big H) 

I forgot to bring my camera to lunch so, again, I had to rely on the camera on my phone. This was especially disappointing since we went to sushi and it all was so beautiful. 

Lunch: spicy tuna salad

Okay, and here is evidence of my problem. I didn't really feel like eating sushi because of the H so I opted for a mellow salad. Then, there were so many leftovers that I just kept picking at them. I'd snag a taste here and there. Then I ended up just eating all the left overs in the car on the way home. This was probably the equivalent of an entire roll...a fancy roll too....so a lot of food. What I find so upsetting about this is two fold. First, I make an honest attempt to be conscious about what I eat, then temptation always wins and I end up stuffing my face. Would it be better to just go ahead and stuff away in the first place. Maybe I'm over thinking this and I just need to let go... Second, I worry - as I've said before - that  I am misrepresenting myself in my daily food photo diary. I want to be honest and forthcoming; that is the part of the point of all of this, right? So I find it so troubling that I end each day feeling as though I'm lying. 

Ugh. Anyway. 

Dinner: Cabbage salad with tofu

I wasn't really hungry for dinner...until I started eating. So after this quaint meal, I ate a slice of Jesse's pizza and a bunch of wheat thins. See what I mean!?

Enough self flagellation.